If you ever find yourself in a situation where you need to choose between me and another. DO NOT FUCKING CHOOSE ME.
I know I'm trash most of the fucking time, but I still know my worth. AND I AM SO MUCH MORE THAN JUST A FUCKING OPTION. I have always been second or third or last. I've NEVER been anyone's priority. And good God, I thought this time will be fucking different.
This is just one fucking time but the fact that you thought that I was making you choose? WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FUCK? There shouldn't be any choices in the first place! And I'm not asking you to choose me, if ever. DON'T.
I'm sorry if I am putting you in a hard place but I expected that you'd at least be there with me, This is just one time but the fact that you really made me feel like it's my fault that you have not been spending time with them was really offensive. Hey, sorry if you can't be with them all the damn time because of me. Sorry if I take too much of your time for you to be with them. They're my friends, yes. But you really made me feel like I'm one of your options and god damn it, it felt horrible!
(Shet putangina sobrang nakakagalit?? di ko ma-explain exactly yung nafi--feel ko right now pero tangina i need to chill kasi galit ako right now and i might regret something na mait-type ko or magawa ko but fucking hell this is the fuckinng worst ayoko ng ganito tangina)
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